This is a rant, & this is not me being in a bitch in anyway. So if you read this don’t take it the wrong way.
I am a super hot headed person, to a degree where it can get pretty bad. I bitch & I complain about a lot of shit. Everyday something pisses me off & I go and bitch to someone about it. That’s how I am. Kirsten said the other day that it’s because I am very passionate in what I do. At first I was like…uhhh say what? But then I thought about it & to some degrees that is true. A lot of things I bitch about are people that act a certain way or do a certain thing. Like editing. I finally found something I can do well. Growing up in a family where you don’t have like any talent & then your sister over there has like straight A’s since Kindergarten, & a sports girl does get in your head a bit. & then when I found editing it was like I found another piece of me. I fell in love with it. Something I can do. Me. Not my sister. I edit like crazy. It makes me happy when people praise me, because normally I do not get that at home. I forget the last time my dad said “good job” usually I just get “ugh you cut your hair short again? You look like a lesbian. You are so much prettier with longer hair.” So yeah I do bug people a lot about my videos. Everyone that I have met on here the people that I am close to are very important to me. We all share one thing; we love editing. So I feel super close to them all. So when I see people not putting any effort into it & it turning out like crap yes I am going to say something. Yes I am going to act immature to a point. I am very passionate about my editing. So therefore I will stick up for it. But that is me. I bitch, I complain, I act like a little kidd. But I am also really kind. [Kirsten knows that side of me] I am there for people when they need it. That’s just who I am & if you are not willing to accept all of me then I guess we know the answer to that. I put my cards on the table. I am a blunt straight forward person & I LOVE MYSELF!